Not really a musician
There seems to be a constant sense of creeping dissatisfaction in me about what kind of musician I am. I almost don’t feel like I am one. I’ve said before — and I do believe it — that when it comes to...
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I think I’m just whining. I don’t connect with people over music, mostly because I dislike doing it with others around. I’m not into that whole “Realize The Subtle Shades of Meaning in the Composer’s...
View ArticleThe end of the road
“Female composers account for only 1.8% of the works performed. When only looking at works from living composers, they account for 14.8%.” Fuck you, classical music. Really, we’re done. This isn’t a...
View Article*whew*
Nice to finally get all that crap out in the open. Sometimes, the lead-up to having to tell the surgeon, “Go ahead, amputate,” is worse than the act itself.
View ArticleBTW …
If you’re going to respond by informing me that the only reason for that 1.8% is because women like me decide not to write classical music, then you can go straight to hell, do not pass go, do not...
View ArticleFirst of the year
Dusty Strings Ravenna 34 We’ll see what happens. This has been brewing for some time, and in retrospect, it’s been influencing me a lot regarding how much commitment I’ve been willing to give the...
View ArticleI think I know why.
I always say that I want to be in a good mood at the piano, that it’s a nice happy little island for me, and I don’t enjoy taking my crap to it. I’ve been quite crappy lately mood-wise, though. At the...
View ArticleThe crap
I think a big part of the crap is that I’m just not that happy with other human beings as a whole. I can’t even say “recently,” because this has been a long, slow buildup of disgust, anger, and...
View ArticleLife in a Faraday cage
A Faraday cage is a metallic room used to block out external electromagnetic interference. Named for some dead white guy, natch. Inside a Faraday cage, the outside world of wifi, cell towers, and radio...
View ArticleI’m not sure what the hell I’m doing here again.
Where by “again,” I mean almost four years after I packed it in on this blog. I’ve been messing with my harp blog (Harp Oddities) and my flute blog (Accidental Flutist) for quite some time, and am...
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